A Work in Progress (Rough Draft)

An anchor thrown in the ocean
My only purpose, more than emotion
The depth of my soul is out of hand
They misunderstand

I'm a work in progress
An infant in this falling world
A victorious bride in eternity
My vision twisted and swirled

Slowly I tangle my tounge
I trip over my broken heart
Everything I never could see
Laid out in front of me

I'm a work in progress
An infant in this falling world
A victorious bride in eternity
My vision twisted and swirled

Together they blossom
Deeper still the harmony sounds
Threaded infinitely together so it seems
The King receiving crowns

I'm a masterpiece
My heart whole and sincere
A victorious bride in eternity
My vision perfect and clear

Blast from the Past

So I haven't blogged in a really long time. I'm just going to make this one up as I go along. OH! I know what I can do.

I'm going to show you photos from 8th grade all the way up to yesterday! (with interesting captions... well an attempt at an interesting caption ;))

Because they nearly died in a riptide. eeek


Because I picked that flower from the Church


Because Tyler and Patrick are Legit


Because I surprised my Dad with three kittens when he came home one day...


Because David is still strange. haha


Because I actually bought the dress Shawnee is wearing


Because we go crazy when we're dress shopping


Because those were the days


Because Ian and Summer are still awesome


Because when I'm bored I curl my hair


Because Jessica is an amazing dance partner


Because I went through a peace sign phase


Because I totally just said that


Because in my spare time I dress up my niece


Because that's where we went



Because Jon Foreman's Bible bought us tickets


Because I said so


Because Jon Foreman was 10 feet away from me


Because Collin was shadowed for once in his life


Because we're flat out awesome


Because Heather is silly


Because I love The Rescued 4


Because Alex rocks my socks


Because going to Disneyland with amazing people = a good time


Because I attempted a model shot


Because 9-Square is an L7 Weenie (props to Frankie's feet)


Because TWLOHA is stellar


Because I love them


Because Bethany, Lilz, and Caspy are my friends


Because Yuvi Rays was a cool idea


Because my first Six Flags experience ROCKED


Because we're Two Time Recreation Champions babayyy


Because making the dye is pretty


Because tye dyeing is the razz to my berries (See the cross?)


Because I'm getting pretty pro at Tye Dyeing


Because pouring out the dye is the second funnest part


Because the Angels WON last night!!


Because my backyard opossum, Ralph, is groovy

Where You Are

All I need is to be where You are
Everything I need is right where You are
Everything I see is brightly lighted with Your glory
my heart rejoices when I'm in Your presence

Give me all I need to get through the day
Everything I need, my heart is Yours to stay
Help me to grow from a seed to a blossoming flower
Help me to conquer my fears, of whom you'll devour

All I need is to be where You are
Everything I need is right where You are
Everything I see is brightly lighted with Your glory
my heart rejoices when I'm in Your presence

Anything and everything
Everything and anything
All of my heart and all of creation cry out for You
I'll start
bringing others to Your feet
I'll start
renewing my cringing heart
I'll start
loving you with all that I am

Your love is all I need

September 29th, 2008

Go into my old posts and find the blog I posted on that date.
It was a draft until now, but I just posted it.
For some reason its wayyy back there.

Comment it and let me know what you think.
Remember its a roougghh draft. haha

P.S.
the post is one of the first chapters of Legacy. Its rather short (for a chapter in a book) but its what starts the adventure.

Grampie

Many of you may know that my Grampie passed away this January. He was a good man and I wanted to share with you guys something he wrote to his dying sister.

I know of your disbelief about a future beyond this existence, but I do know for certainty in my own mind that it is for real, big time. When you look at the calendar to check the date, the date itself is a constant reminder of a Man whose presence on this earth over 2.000 years ago split all of time as we know it into two periods, the time before His coming and the time after His coming. A.D. is the Latin term for "In the year of our Lord," and the Lord referred to is Jesus Christ. He said unequivocally that He is King, and that His kingdom is not of this world, and that anyone who accepted Him would never see death but rather spend an eternity of happieness, joy and bliss in His Father's kingdom.

In Aramaic, the language of Christ spoke and which was used for the first 3 or 4 centuries in the Christian Church, the Aramaic word for "death" was "moot," which translated means, "not here, in another place." The death of the body in this life is simply leaving this body we have been living in behind and going through the fates of death to "another place." Our spirit is who we really are, and it is that which continues on to the "Promised Land" for those who love God and find their way through the merits of His son, Jesus Christ.

Faith is an outright gift of God to all who will accept it. We can do nothing to earn it; it is ours for the asking. Once we accept it and repent, all or our transgressions are forgiven and forgotten by a merciful and loving God who does not want to see even one of His creatures lost for all Eternity. Jesus took all the sins of all mankind, past, present and future upon Himself as He allowed Himself to be cruelly crucified on the cross at Calvary. Yet, even in His agony, with His dying breath He asked His Father to forgive those who crucified Him saying that they did not know what they were doing. He really died for the sins of all, and that includes both you and me. He paid the price for our salvation and all we have to do is claim it. He said that no one who believed in Him would ever perish, and if you can't trust the words of Jesus Christ you can't trust anyone in the universe, period.

In closing, I am going to pray to our heavenly Father to send you an angel to be by your side constantly to take you by the hand so you don't get lost on your journey to the next place. This angel will be there to comfort you and counsel you as things continue to occur in your final days here. I asked God to send an angel to my brother-in-law, Russell in his final days and he told Annie when she came to visit him, shortly before he died that just before she got there, he reached out from his bef to an outstretched hand which held his hand for a short time, but when he popped his eyes open there was no one viible in the room. When I saw Russell the next day, I said to him, "Has the angel showed up yet or told ou his name?" He looked up at me with a very peaceful expression on his face. This was only a day or two before he "went to another place." Annie can verify Russell's feeling a hand take his shortly before she got there. I hope I have helped you rethink your situation from another perspective, Shirl, and again, Barbara and I and our entire family wish the very best for you.

This just shows you the type of man he was.
Congrats for getting to the end.

I love you Grampie. I'll be seeing you.

Love,
Cecelia "Loved" Melody

I feel like writing a blog right now.

25 days until my birthday! I can't believe it. I feel like I just turned 15. Now its two years later and I'm two years older. I don't know what I would say if I spoke to my 15 year old self. I mean, wouldn't that be strange? Would you tell yourself to change anything? Are you really okay with everything thats happened to you for the past two years of your life?

Anyways.
A certain show premieres tonight. I'm super excited. If you want to know the extent of my excitment you should click "Caspian" on my blog links :).

I'm eating Honey Nut Cheerios and they're delicious. PS If you eat with a small spoon it lasts longer


I'm reading Luke right now and its pretty fascinating to put all the stories together. I love it.

Isn't it crazy how time flies? I feel like I was 13 just yesterday.

Besides that, I had a tye dye adventure with my friend Ian yesterday.
Check it out!

Legacy

Just more insights on what I'm working on. The character who says this is a wordy fellow who attempts to confuse you with his speech. He is usually not very successful, but most of the time he has a pretty good moral behind his monologues.

An adventure may be found in the strictest of places. You see, if one is looking in adventurous places for adventures how will all the really adventurous adventures be found? Indeed those who find themselves observing the corners of an office or the middle of an orange grove will embed themselves into the adventurous adventures waiting. Do not be overcome by the ambition to find an adventure. The most splendid adventures occur to the unexpected peoples who make an art of simple acts of kindness. Therefore be adventurous in your unadventurous activities and a truly wonderful adventure will await you.

Other than that... I've been feeling really well these past couple of days. I'm enjoying life and making the most out of what God has placed in it. I had a really productive day. I'm really stoked for these next couple of months. :D I have a lot going on.



Random 10 things you should know about me:
1) If you say goodbye to me at church while I'm playing 9-square you probably won't get an answer. I am not ignoring you, I just have my head in the game... (getcha getcha head in the... ahh nevermind)
2) I like living in my own little world. I excape into my stories and write about things I think should happen in real life. Mostly adventurous fantasy stuff. Wouldn't it be rad if those kind of adventures really happened?
3) I love to sing. I know I'm not the best singer, but I really enjoy doing it. If I had the appropriate talent I would sing full time anywhere anyhow. :)
4) I LOVE the Disney Channel. Its clean entertainment and I love it. Don't judge me.
5) I like reading my friends blogs because it gives me insight on what goes on in their pretty little heads
6) I have a lot of siblings. In short: 5 sisters, 1 brother, 4 step and 2 maybes
7) I love living for God. I feel my best when I'm in his will. He is the way the truth and the life <3
8) I really enjoy getting to pick peoples brains. I love getting to know people for who they truly are. I love hearing what they really have to say. I'd love for you to talk with me about anything.
9) I tend to nickname people without them knowing it. I call people that in my head, but usually not out loud. haha
10) I'm a chocolate junkie. Period.

A Sweet Dream

So lately I've felt overcome with doubts about God and who He is and if He is really with me. I've felt drowned with doubts and asking myself, "am I really good enough for God to live in me?"


Then I had a dream.


I'm sitting. All I can see are my hands laying face up on my knees. Suddenly a feeling overcomes me. A feeling that cannot be described easily. It felt like all the power of God was thrust into me. It felt like warmth and love. It felt like all the peace in the world flowed into me. All around me a yellowish light glowed, especially around my hands. I felt pressure on my hands and God told me

"I am with you"



I cannot describe what this dream means to me. Just know I feel much better.
God is with me, and what could be better than that?

Love,
Cecelia "Never Alone" Melody

7:05

Heather will appreciate the title. hahah

1. Put your music on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

WHO IS YOUR WORST ENEMY?
Perfect

WHAT MAKES YOU MAD?
Bubbly

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY
The Reason is You (it would be funny if this was the last question..)

WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Australia

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Hungry (an apetite is always good)

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
What it Takes

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Sing Me to Sleep

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Perfect World

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Love is a Battlefield (weird)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
How Great is Our God (well, I love this one)

WHAT DO PEOPLE WANA DO WITH YOU?
Adding to the Noise

WHO ARE YOU?
Insomniatic (totally)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Hakuna Matata!!

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Drops of Jupiter

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Hands Open

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Savages

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Shame on Me

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
White Horse

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Just Like You

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Picture to Burn (that can't be good)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
American Dream (alright! haha)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Don't Write Me Off (does writing count? ha)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Kids of the Future (I'm secretly from 3021)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
What I've Been Looking For (haha awww)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Start of Something New

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
I Will Rest in You (awww)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Loose Threads

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Dreaming With A Broken Heart (uhhh.... I don't think so)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Arabian Nights (haha)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Folsom Prison Blues (uh oh)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
The End (ohh philisophical)

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
These Are a Few of My Favorite Things (hmm..)

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Making A Memory (aww)

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
A Little Bit Longer (aw tear..)

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Miles Apart

WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
7:05 (hahaha)

So yeah... Your turn!

HELP!!

Alright.
Okay.
Bingobango.
Zippybongy.
Yeah.
Next.
Hoolahoop.
Drownded.
Q-tip.
Tile.
Tutsies.
aorjgnaejhbg.


Okay, I need help guys. Tryouts for Choralistics and Soundsation are in May!!!
(If you don't know what either of those are... you don't know me very well...)
ANYWAYS. They are choir groups at El Toro High School. I need to find a song to try out with... and quick! I want to find one now so I can practice a lot. If you have heard me sing and know my vocal range, or just know a good song for me to sing, shout out some ideas! I need the help and the brainstorming from my lovely blog readers :) (the 4 of you... hahaha)

Let me know peoplessss :)
and also, be praying for me. This is something I've wanted since 8th grade and I'm finally trying out. lkFLwbrgbagwuuig I'm nervous and excited. WOO!


Love,
Cecelia "Sings" Melody

Legacy

"Time and time again I see her fail to realize that she can make the difference."

"Funny you say that. My mother once told me about a dead toad that acted the same way you just did."

"There's no other way to keep the peace. I have to climb the tallest mountain to get the smallest prize. I have to save them. It's my duty and purpose. Let me go."

"Why not be wrong? Why not take the fall if it spares him ultimate death?"

"Well, I don't believe you shouldn't take fizzies in your drinkies. After all its not purply slurply Tuesday! Box it out and ship it inward! Don't not make no sense if it ain't drafted from autopilot! Doon darly doesnit?"


Some quotes from my book series. I think I may have decided on a title for the series.

Legacy

What do you think?

I need to find You.

My typical camp experience usually includes becoming really on fire for God and a couple weeks later its fizzles out. I have led my determination to be committed to all things Jesus. In this I am focused on not dwelling on what happened just at Winter Camp, but what is happening in my relationship now. Instead of relying only on the fantastic experiences you've had with the Lord, rely on the relationship you have with Him now. Keep feeding the spirit and deprive your flesh of its desires. Really dig deep into the word and take it seriously. Don't overlook the tough stuff because its too difficult. Watch what God will do in your life if you commit it completely to him.

God has perfect plans and perfect timing. Theres a reason you're reading this now.
Maybe you've been slacking in your relationship with Him.
Maybe you don't have a relationship with Him.
Maybe you're completely on fire for Him and need reassurances that others are as well.

Its okay to stand up for whats right, even if you're standing alone.
Really devote yourself to Jesus and what he can do for you.
Hes the best friend anyone could ever ask for.
How can you fail if Jesus is on your side?
How does it feel to have the creator of the universe living inside of you? Caring for you? Watching over you and begging you to run into His arms.




I've been placed in a school I didn't want to be at, but God has perfect and exact timing. He knows what Hes doing. Hes the expert in all things. God has placed me at Silverado for a reason and I plan to do all I can to fulfill his will for me there. Please be praying to give me courage to take advantage of the opportunities that have been presented to me. I'm not going to lie and say I'm not scared. I am. I get really uncomfortable when I stand up for what I believe in, its something I need to work at. Pray that the fear is ripped from me and God fills me with His confidencce and that my words reflect his beauty.

Now for some awesome possum pictures, YO! :D













Rose Nebula!!




My editing skillz put to work




Toodles,
Cecelia "Redeemed" Melody